River of Tears

Today I found myself
At the River of Tears
Somehow I had this feeling
I was caught up in my fears
The fear you see me as just a friend
While for me you are so much more
I should have known better
It all happened to me before

I fear I am not getting anywhere
That I am wasting my time
Trying to win your heart for me
That it never will be fine
For a moment I wanted to leave you
Just get up and go
Forget you for a moment
To be alone with my sorrow

But I cannot forget you
You are too important for me
You keep me in sunspence
While all I need is clarity
I want this river to dry
I will swim across if I have to
To have you near me for always
Amazing Kay, just me and you