So Sick

So sick of trying the right words to say
So sick of crying it’s not the right way
So sick of knowing it will never be good
So sick of wishing that you understood

So sick of thinking you will understand
So sick of telling this wasn’t been ment
So sick of lying awake every night
So sick of being on nobodies side

So sick of faking just all that I am
So sick cursing it all with a damn
So sick of changing my whole point of view
So sick of waiting for answers from you

So sick of doing these things that I do
So sick of choosing for what and for who
So sick of telling to make a new start
So sick of feeling this pain in my heart

So sick of love songs
So done with tears
So sick of wishing
You where still here