have you ever..?

have you ever cried
in the middle of the night
holding on so tight
to the sad you know so well

have you ever had the feeling
that your life has no meaning
you were staring at the ceiling
and just wanted to go

have you ever lost your breath
cause you were so sad
you turned your wrists red
and hoped this was the end

have you ever told a lie
that you were fine, just shy
but really wanted to die
and they believed it all

have you ever thought you were done
everything you did felt wrong
you knew better was going to come
but you lost the strength to wait