fighting with thoughts

What is this darkness in my head?
Why am I feeling so upset?
Can anybody please explain,
why I am feeling so much pain?
Thoughts are taking over my mind.
And no logic is there to find.
Just a footstep away from what I'm hiding for.
Why isn't it easy? Why can't I be sure?
Is it to much to handle, is there to much to fear?
Where's the solution? Or why can't I come near?

My head is a mess and exploding inside.
It won't take long till it gets hard for me to hide.
I need to run, to a place to catch my breath.
I need to be fixed, or my thoughts will be my death.

Just take the damn step and don't be afraid.
It's about you, move on and have faith.