telling my parents

I am thinking how I should
tell my parents that I simply
don't want to fight anymore

my life has not been so easy
but nothing is harder than telling
your loved ones, that you will be gone

I feel like a coward
but I don't, I simply can't
live on another day
in this fucking misery

my life has taken a strange
turn in recent times, I thought that
I could remain some more years
but it does not appear that way