dear god

dear god,

if you happen to be reading this
know that I could not take it anymore
there was nothing left of
the life I used to adore

things did not get better
things did not go so great
when I finally saw it coming
I could not see that it was too late

I don't know where I will go
I don't really care any longer
I was just getting weaker
when I was supposed to get stronger