why?

I'm sitting here wondering
what you are doing with that
other guy, and wondering:
where did it go wrong, and why?

wasn't I good enough
not good enough for you
I quit smoking, I quit drugs
I quit everything
and there was so much I
wanted to do.

I wanted to take you to movies
but I was always broke
I couldn't do a thing about it
and on the words you didn't choke

I wanted to see you, each and every day
But I wasn't able to
Now I'm back where I started
trying to forget my life with you