i hurt myself by hurting you

seems like it was yesterday
when I saw your face..
you told me how proud you were
but i walked away...
if only i knew
what i know today,
i would hold you in my arms
i would take the pain away
thank you for all you've done..
forgive all your mistakes..
there's nothing i wouldn't do,
to hear your voice again..
sometimes i wanna call you,
but i know you won't be there..
ohh, i'm sorry for blaming you..
for everything, i just couldn't do..
and I've hurt myself.....
by hurting you!