This feeling that my heart already shows.
It is a feeling that my mind still doesn't know.
My mind is becoming a blank page.
Maybe the afterlife will be my fate.
Everything is turning black again.
Nothing feels right.
All out of place.
Or is everything good just out of my sight?
I can't explain what I don't even know.
And even if I could, i'm not really sure if I would.
But my dead body is getting cold.
Maybe that is then good.
Saying you would be here beside my side.
All I can feel next to me are all your lies.
Faking things in my head just to keep me going.
Can you see now why I don't want to be here annymore, from all that i'm showing?
I don't want different.
And I don't want the same.
Can you see how hard it is?
In a two fight and being scared of both sides, with all this shame.
A monster that doesn't have a cage.
Nothing to keep me calm.
And yes, maybe it's this stupid age.
But I will just give it up before I ever fall.