Goodnight.

When at night my eyes bleed and my lungs gasp for air,
I can only scream your name.
Knowing you won’t hear me.
You are too far away.

I got a feeling like you are not trying anymore.
Maybe it is just stress from both of us.
So what am I breaking down for?
The pain will never leave my mind.

And here I lay again.
Writing a poem that I wrote a thousand times before.
But tonight i don’t have a conversation with you that will end with a fight.
Because to you, I already said ‘’Goodnight’’.