Second chance

Everyone says: "Go on with your life,
Dont look bak at your past "
But what if life goes too fast?
Do I have to continue wearing that mask?
That's the question that I ask
People keep saying: You're not acting normal
I'm honestly stil waiting for a call
hoping someone will anwser me
and let me be who I want to be
I want to be me but I can't
I can't beacause of that war
That war, who want to leave my mind
And i'm pretending that I'm kind
Friendly and sweet
No one sees what I really need
I need a second chance to live
Than I can give
Love and power and a great, big smile
what I haven't been showing for a long while
I simply can't
It felt as the end

But......
My anwser is here, it's receiving
It's from the angel who is coming
I have my friend and he is giving me lov
And I'm still thanking the angel
When I'm looking above