my blade

Why don't my scars fade?
Why are they still on my arm?
hey you, can you pass me my blade?

It makes me wanna cut even deeper
it makes me wanna scream louder
Why aren't the blades cheaper?

I don't want to make people cry any more.
I'm not that happy girl
can you get me a blade at the store?

I'm happy now
I act happy cause I am
I'm like the happiest cow
please give me my blade before I fail for my exam