dreams

when I dream
I feel myself so much better
cause my dreams aren't angry
so i don't ever have to scream

because sometimes dreams can show you a life without pain
I'm safe in my world of wonderland
those dreams let me survive
but then I Always realize
that I don't have this life


Yes, somethimes when I wake up, I cry
because that wonderland,
was a lie

Everynight, I pray
that I will never leave that life
that I want to stay

I've Always thought that this dream was so lovely
but it reminds me everyday when I wake up,
how bad my life is
and I don't want this

I look in to the endless depths, I stand and I stare.
This is not a dream, this is one hell of a nightmare