Things aren't okay

I'm trying
I really am
I'm just a bit lost right now
I just need a friend

I don't know what's going on
But everything seems to be going wrong
I have no idea what I have to do
Is there anybody out there who can give me a clue?

Things are becoming so difficult right now
And there is now explanation to why or how
All I know is I can't keep this up
I'm one day closer to another slip up

How am I'm going to fix this?
How will everything be okay?
Why am I lying to myself again?
Do these thoughts ever seem to find an end?