Change

Can't be myself when I'm around you.
Have to pretend to be someone else.
Nobody likes the way I am.
How can I change myself without casting spells.

Don't wanna live my life like this.
I really want to have a real friend.
A nice life without all the pain.
And a lot of love with the greatest boyfriend.

A life with getting hurt every single day.
Can we fake smile until it ends?
When life is so hard.
And the pain is real intense.