like a clash in my hearts

I don't know what my body wants
It feels warm, but also so cold
Like a clash in my heart
Depression and love fight untold

I don't know which will be the victor
What if there is no true winner
What if I will just be the only loser
Again I skip my dinner

This doesn't feel right,
I don't know what I need to do to win
Please I beg you, give me an answer
As a tear rolls down towards my chin