Eens een junk, altijd een junk :/

I am sorry but I am on some drug,
I tried to stop, but I am kinda stuck,
I have been clean for a week or two,
But I just could not push it through,

I couldn’d resist the voices in my head,
I wanted them to shut, I want them dead,
Medicine did not work, so I snorted sum instead,
Speed, hasj and coffee is my daily bread,

An easy talker is not what I am,
So it is not that easy to make some friends,
When I speak with someone, my feeling just blocks,
Except when my brain is on some kind of drug,

But someday I will quit the shit,
When I am strong enough for it,
With some guidance from the gods above,
I hope it´s not too late for me to laugh,

A rough fight it certainly will be,
No more cocaine, no more speed,
No XTC, no hasj or weed,
When I am strong enough I will succeed,

I hope it´s not too late for me,
I really hope it´s not too late for me.

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