What is faith?

Faith, what is faith?
Unfair, is what I think,
At this moment.
Everyone is happy,
Living a great life.
While u suffer
So much pain...

Did god punish u
For all those who are happy,
Who enjoy life,
Have no pain.
Do not know what
Pain really is...

Guilt is what I feel
When I think off how u suffer
And how lucky I am in life...
People never realise
How lucky they are,
Until they suffer,
Until it’s too late...

I feel broken, useless
There is nothing I can do...
Only pray for u,,,
And hope faith
Chose your side after all
For they have punished u,
Enough...
What did u do wrong...?