I try

Nobody could hurt me like you could hurt me.
Every word spoken so harsh, taken so hardly.
My heart, ripped apart.
I need to rebuild it, all from piece one, everything again from the start.
My soul shattered.
My soul you held dear, my soul that once mattered....
My mind weakened by all those thoughts about you and me.
My mind broken by the memory of what we used to be.
I try to rebuild everything that was broking after you were gone.
I try to get myself back together, I try to go on.
I try to let you go.
When I think of us together, I try to tell myself "no".
I try to get my life back, I try to so hard.
I try to and this is not much, but acknowledge I must is a start.
My tears getting covered by the rain.
Why don't you see the fighter behind all this pain?
Why don’t you see my attempts, why don’t you me trying?
Why do you only see me crying?
Why is it that all you see, is still that totally broken me...

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