My heart will fuck me over

Denying my mindset
I’m really, really trying
Trying to get better
Trying to forget

After two whole months
I still get sick of the thoughts
Of the feelings, of the love
Of the pain, of the foughts

Knowing that seeing you again
Will only make things worse
Knowing that loving you
Will always be a curse

Heading to the right direction
But I know I’m still lost
My heart will fuck me over again
So I must deny it at all cost

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