When I look

When I look in the mirror
I see me, dead, rapped,..
But when I look good..
I see someone happy
Someone pretty

Why can I be that girl
Stupid mirror
I hate myself
Afraid off.. Me

When I look close
I see, pain, hurt, dead in her eyes
And when I just look
I see pretty eyes, no pain

Why me, that's the question
Wish I was dead
Why should I live
I'm emotionless

I have only anger
No, happy, no love, no trust
Just anger
Wish I was dead

Can anybody help me?
My fake smile..
Is hiding everything
Is hiding the mirror I see

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong
Talk like everythings perfect
Act like it's all a dream
And pretend it's not hurting me

When I look..
Everywhere I look
I see...I see..
Me and dead

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