help

everyone tells me to change
like i don't want to change

but i know
i want to change
i have to change

they think they help me
but realy all they do
is helping me down

and when i
finaly get the guts
to tell them how i feel
i just get a snare

i don't know why
or what i do wrong
plzz tell me it
i don't want to be the problem
i want a solution

xxx love