Deeply

life has just began for both of us
I think that the things we went through are just lessons we had to learn to not make the same mistakes twice or a billion times

some mistakes have to be made a billion times cause we see them as wrongs but really they are just acts of love, trust, kindness
we want to see the good in everyone but ourselfs

those things made us stronger
you think they made you weak but do you think you could have loved this deeply if you hadn't been through all that?
I know I don't

I have to remember the times i loved deeply without a doubt in my mind
the times i trusted and cared with everything i had inside of me

I have to remember the times i touchted someone and i loved them deeply without a doubt in my mind, the times i trusted and cared and i didn't worry with everything i had inside of me

even if that was just when I held my moms hand

It hurts cause i see the things that were and i know that i can't bring those moments back
but i can make new moments
with you
I can remember that feeling and feel it now with you

I already do sometimes
those are the moments I stare at you or look away and I can't stop smiling
can't stop laughing cause I realise that I can love deeply again without a doubt In my mind

those are the moment that I remember how it feels like to trust and I just trust, deeply
those are the moments I realise I care about you with everything I have inside of me

and damn
that's scary to say out loud
the only reason I can write it down now is because I realize this now without you even being in my sight

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