I just want to be alone...

I just want to be alone tonight
I just want to catch my breath
the eighteenth is almost here
but of my life, nothing is left

I stand between the rubble and
the sky that is fading to black
not able to repair what is broken
as you still have the main piece

I am losing what is left of my sanity
but all that is left are pieces that
do not fit together in my mind
but you went on, like I was nothing.