Why, me? Why, this pain?

why,
me?
what did i wrong?
why,
this pain?
why,
to me?
it is hurting me.
why,
me?
why,
it won't start healing,
help, i can't handle my feeling..
why,
me?
what did i wrong?
everyday a new cutting,
help, i need just help,
before it is to late..
why,
me?
why,
this pain.
i dont know why
i deserve this pain.
why,
me?
why,
this pain